a note

Few of my friends is expecting and I'm happy for them. I truly am...yet deep down inside I wish I was also expecting. I know I shouldn't be thinking about that. I know I should take it easy...yet I never thought it'll be this hard.


~a note~

a learning

I ended 2010 with tons of happiness yet I start 2011 with tears. I think it's a Good's way to keep my heads down and makes me close to Him. But in a way I learn that I always have a right to choose.


Now I choose to be happy, I choose to see the world differently, I choose to love what I do and I choose to do what I love, I choose to face the world with a smile.


I don't know what the future may holds, yet I know God has a beautiful plan for me. He just asks me to be patient and have a faith in Him.